MY DAIRY

2011-07-11T08:48:00.001-07:00

I tumblr.

2011-06-01T07:38:00.000-07:00

You know who you are.

If you happen to see this, please know that you matter to me. From since way before, now, or in future, you’ll always matter.

&&&&& you know I’ll always be here, be it to support you or to believe in you.

2011-06-01T01:56:00.000-07:00

I'm taking the risks with me, i'll wait for this man.

~~i don't want regrets, at least i try~~.

2011-05-31T00:19:00.001-07:00

Hell yeah people, 25days to my BKK trip. Can't wait for bkk seriously! Don’t compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about. So far after all the peaceful thing have solve, i'm enjoying life seriously. But of course i gain some loves one back and i've to let some go, cause the pain they give can never make them realize it until they are in my shoe. Envy is a waste of time, I already have all i need. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone, so i don't want to hate anyone. I'll leave them and silence speaks it all. Do the right thing, your heart guide you to what you have to do. Let all isn't beautiful or unhappy moment off. No matter how good or bad a situation is, in times to come it will change. Don't get knocked down just once, stand up and show it all out. I always tell myself been happy bring the best out of me and is still in me. This will never change, so yeah be happy people.

cause i know in sixty days time,

i won't get to feel this again.

i'm keeping you close cause i'm selfish,

i can't allow anyone to have you like how

i needed you.

i've alot to say, but times running out. ):

2011-05-30T07:49:00.000-07:00

60days left.

2011-05-14T11:37:00.001-07:00

Haven't been here for quite sometime. :)

Recently many things happened. I see many different emotions that people had. Like said, is never easy to learn to know you have lost your loved one. No one can explain to me how badly you are hurt and etc when you're not me. We just learned to move on and live with how life planned. A place where i write my emotions no one else knows.

Be happy, be cheerful, be kind, be nice.

Or not, karma will came knocking onto you some day. :D

Thank you reginaaaaaa dearest for been there all these while really, with her countless of supporting me throughout this whole thing i guess i wouldn't be that strong enough to tell myself is okay and head to bed. ♥ You're just great.

Bff, you have been really too great! Just make me knows that i cannot afford to lose you. Cause i know once i've lost you, i can never find someone else to understand/know me well than you do seriously. Bear with me for these while first okay, i know you will be reading this but i've no idea when. Bear with me pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. I'm moving on from 'ahem'. I am i am i am, so tell me i'll be all fine okie! I name you none other than my best friend but the ultimate awesome kennygohleekeng that god created you and put you at my side thru all the obstacles.♥

2011-05-09T08:35:00.001-07:00

Before I turn in, many things running my mind today. Every single thing. I know I've to bear all these consequence since I've started it thou but don't left me hanging there. I felt awful, terrible and horrible all these while. Is my fault I shouldn't have told you all these. In times to come I know we are gona be more or less than a stranger. I know I've done quite alot for this man. Yeh indeed quite alot. But is okay nvm just don't left me hanging there not knowing when will I just drop high up there will do. Is just life so hilarious that this day will come. Hahahah! I'm all cool after tonight is all over. I can't bring myself to be like who I am toward you anymore. I've to be harsh toward myself so I'll get out of this. Good night people. Please stop clapping another side of your hand so I won't do that too.

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2011-05-04T07:56:00.000-07:00

I need you not only to be my listener, my soul mate, my best friend but also my lover.

I don't know what's the next step to do? Someone guide me out.

About you, i keep all to myself.

2011-05-03T21:08:00.001-07:00

I haven't been blogging for quite some time. So how's everyone doing? :) Hopefully is all good at everybody side! Yes there won't be easy life for sure. Who say everything will be alright after a good long sleep. The incident will repeat like a nightmare every night. No one knows what tomorrow will bring. Under some circumstance I met some issue. I feel bad about it but I've t expressed out what I feel as well. You have to know I didn't do it because I likes doing it. I do it because I know what's right and wrong. But like people say is all white lies. Is only white lies. Things will still changed I still feel very bad about what took place but I really assure you that I wasn't even aware of what's going on. Some stir words to make things worst some just say what they think is right. So I guess I was stupid enough to listen here and there getting myself in situation like this. Awesome give myself a big pad. I always got myself landed into a big pot of shit that's not gona be clear any sooner or later. Whatever isit, I know is my bad I'm also feeling not good. I never see this coming at all, really.

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2011-04-26T07:13:00.000-07:00

Heyyyy! Yahdah yahdah!

I'm back here to post. Haven't really sit down to update. How's life everyone?! Up & down for mine. Need-less to say. Like well who's life always up right neh! HEH!

I've got a new job! Yahdah yeahhhh! My job pretty awesome naooooo. Rest for 1 week before my new job. Heh! Last week was free and easy like wake up and then nua nua like one fatty. LOL!

Celebrate andy's birthday with the rest at Aloha loyang. Baby got her plans nicely done. Clear those misunderstanding with r plus a good talk with her. :) Dead drunk the next day, seriously FML. I've no idea what's got into me, totally crazy mad runs on me. Good talk with k. :) Frank enough i taste the feeling of losing someone so precious/close to me and i never want to lose k. Not because i've lost that someone close is because i know he can always assure me with things that i got myself in mess with. He knows what he can do to make me stop panic when i start perspiring. He knows me well inside, he know i can't stand many thing, he know who i dislike, i can only say the great minds thinks alike. He never once fail to make me get disappointed on occasions. He do his best, his mean, any ways to make me know he actually go to the extend that he won't make me feel uber disappointed. I know myself well enough how long we didn't meet, how long we didn't talk i'm sure we don't get drifted there's something that strong that we don't, right k?:) I don't wanna lose him not for any reasons but because you&i share something that no one knows and we been thru like craps to where we are now. That's what i called him my bestfriend. :D xo;

It took me a whole 1year plus minus to move on from L. It wasn't a easy task to get him out of mind not because of the hate/shit/cold war he gave but of the good times we share and those promised that he bring out. It wasn't easy for i can say, a place where i keep a journal for him. Those time spend, those htht with him never fail to make me knows him more and of course his life. I'm putting you behind and moving on from here because i know is a pity for you to changed and is all wasted. I learned my lesson but i hope you will still be doing good at your side.

He came by and there's where things changed. Worth the wait, i guess. Hayley williams can pretend airplanes in the night sky like shooting stars. But i can never pretend things don't happen before. I'm not hoping/wishing but i need you to know what'd been inside me. Counting the days. Come what may, i'll be strong.

Baby J, she have been really good. I don't deny she been there to hear/whine when i needed a pair of ear too! She's sucha nice woman i know i wouldn't wanna to lose her, without her all the fun would be gone. And it wouldn't be fun anymore. Thank you for been sucha sweetie! You know i love you. <3. Sum everything up, you're great baby!

Now i'm all good. I've my great baby, my bestfriend, family and my usual cliques! They make my day awesomely great! :D No one ever take the easy route in life to reached the destinations point end. Is all effort and time that you give in to become who you are, to become what you are and what you want. Shouldn't we appreciate every single thing given. :)

2011-04-24T17:21:00.001-07:00

I'm not fighting hard for it. I'm giving peace for all. ^^ Things change, table are turned.

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2011-04-24T04:19:00.001-07:00

I got so much affected but you don't even think so. You say you will make it right. Forget it. I just want peace. So this how we distance ourself. NEVER MIND! Thumb up!!

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2011-04-18T07:12:00.001-07:00

I love my bestfriend. He is none other than Kenny Goh lee keng. :) My one and only! With all your words that you assured me make me feel more than contented. I don't ask for much. BIG THANK YOU!

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2011-04-09T20:45:00.001-07:00

I've tired to keep everything going. If you still thinks another way then I don't wanna go all the way to salvage it anymore. You say you didn't changed. So what's all this?! Fuck all this nonsense shit!

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2011-03-24T14:50:00.000-07:00

I wanted answers, I wanted solutions.

To what that had happened to us.

I know you ain't any ~~hero~~
So what happened to best friends forever?

TGIF.

I've struggle thru this week. I'm sure in the next and next and still next i'll be doing all good!:)

Awesome weekend to be spend with tampines north db mates ♥♥♥.

&&&&&&

Should i be feeling something for you?

2011-03-24T07:52:00.000-07:00

When something bad happens:

You live with 3choices

Let it......

1. Define you

2. Destroy you

3. Strengthen you

2011-03-23T09:21:00.000-07:00

Will you?

2011-03-22T21:14:00.000-07:00

You never know how this feel like, till you're in my shoe.

2011-03-21T19:53:00.000-07:00

My journey for the past 2years......

still continue.

The leaders who work most effectively, it seems to me, never say "I." And that's not because they have trained themselves not to say "I." They don't think "I." They think "we"; they think "team." They understand their job to be to make the team function. They accept responsibility and don't sidestep it, but "we" gets the credit. This is what creates trust, what enables you to get the task done.

- Peter F. Drucker

2nd :)

2011-03-21T01:22:00.000-07:00

Kennyglk, My best friend.
:)

You the only best friend i have after going thru so much.
The 8 yrs of friendship bond we had together since secondary 1.
Going through thick and thin.
You know how much of obstacles we been thru, nothing can breaks us up.
You are the one i want to protect.
You are the one i want to share my first piece of good news with.
You are the one i want you to have best things on earth and share the ugliest truth with.
You are the one i want you to be smiling and giggle with me whenever we are out.
You are the only one that i won't want to lose in my life, now and never..
You are the one that knows my weakest point when i get panic.
You know it very well how much i can't hide my feelings.
You never know how badly i doesn't want us to fight.
You are the one that i wanna call upon late at night when we get old.
And no one knows how much we been thru, seriously.
Even though i say it so many countless times but i still want to say all these to you.
We fight, fought, fuck care, hack care, and got deep shit together but
i still care very much about you.
I love you goh. &&& is still you.
Thank you.
:)

xoxo, bunnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnny
♥♥

2011-03-20T18:22:00.000-07:00

If it didn't matter, I wouldn't be spending so much time thinking about it. Sometimes i feel like i'll never be good enough for you. Never.. :( I've been acting like i'm okay, but i'm not. What if this stays forever? What if i never get over it? I'll just forget all the reasons why it just won't work. And this will just left unsolve.

2011-03-17T21:10:00.000-07:00

So many things that

i wish you knew.

2011-03-16T18:28:00.000-07:00

:D :D :D
I'm not in love, just unknowingly excited about your existense

ifyouknowhoyouare.heh!

2011-03-15T21:13:00.001-07:00

"Closing your eyes isn't going to change anything. Nothing's going to disappear just because you can't see what's going on. In facts, things will be even worse the next time you open your eyes. Keep your eyes wide open. Only a coward closes his eye. Closing your eyes and plugging up your war won't make time stand still. "

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2011-03-14T22:14:00.001-07:00

Anyone can make you happy by doing something special, but only someone special to you make you happy without doing anything. Sometime someone comes into your life that changes everything, raise your standards, make you laugh, & makes you feel like you. There's something about him that you can't put into words & even though you're not even with him, you don't want to let him go. :)

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2011-03-13T19:28:00.000-07:00

Memory is a way of holding on to the things you love, the things you are, the things you never want to lose. It is a risk to love. What if it doesn't work out? Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, but what if it does. I can't afford another heartache, heartbreak A little part of me starts to loike chuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.

okay,thanksbye.
~~imissyou.~~

2011-03-09T02:36:00.001-08:00

If I've know you earlier, I wouldn't have to go thru so much again... Like all over again..

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2011-02-25T21:33:00.000-08:00

Don't count the numbers of friends you have, but the numbers of friends you can count on
.

Meet up with L for dinner at Cafe cartel after work on monday. Catching up with him with all his craps and fun. He made my day! He got me my pair of havaianas slipper! OMG! Thank youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!! :) You're power great! Walk walk around snap snap and have lots of gossips! Left early cause i've got work the next day. Gona meet you up soon k!:) Our jb trip. Heh.

Out with the usual clique for movie "No string attached" Power show! Flyer suppose to be aftermath but well ):. Head off to USS for Hard Rock Cafe for dinner and went for photo snapping!:) Totally awesome. Chit-chat, laugh, gossips and etc! Heh! Zouk aftermath! Head back home and slept less than like 5hours and we all woke up for a run at ECP. Can't imagine we actually all dresssed up and prepare for the run. That weekend was totally spells 'Awesomeeeeeeeeeely awesome'!

Alright, am gona go for korean bbq with the hunks tomorrow! Eggicited(: Can't wait.

Take good careeeee. Ciao!

2011-02-20T04:10:00.001-08:00

Zouk last night with baby! :D Awesome! Her first virgin night! With the cliques as well! :) Well spend weekend! Time to get back to the reality cruel weekdays again! Hahaha!

Till here..
I'll make you mine someday.

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2011-02-15T07:02:00.001-08:00

L really got his way man, I must say. :) Bestie we will be k! What to do, heh! :D

Good night! Sheng Nu popo!

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2011-02-13T23:22:00.000-08:00

It just didn't came with any sadness in me this time round, but purely just disappointment. But is okay, i'm over it.

&&&&&& all the best to you! ;D

I still need more motivations & determinations.

- Another week to go, press on!

Dear someone; i'll wait patiently, no matter how long it takes. Hah!

2011-02-11T06:47:00.000-08:00

I wish i can do magic. Hahaha!

To wait patiently. :)

2011-02-09T20:18:00.000-08:00

A bff that speaks the same, giving in always, same alike thoughts. None other than kglk. :)

Is never the shit of obstalces that drifted us. Heh.
Bff kglk.

2011-02-08T21:36:00.000-08:00

True enough, how can i forget someone, who gave me so much to remember. Do you remember the night we stayed up just laughing? I used to love this ~~man~~ this much but it won't be the same anymore, he who turned into a g. Apparently i'm upset but i'm ~~over~~ you. Heh. Take care & I wish you all the best in future.

;xxxshihui. (ifyoucouldstillrememberthis.)

2011-02-07T17:44:00.000-08:00

HCNY, the year of rabbit!:) How's everyone cny? Gambling gambling! Mine wasn't that great afterall. Dad wasn't around this year reunion dinner look so different. :) He will always finished up all the foodie! :( Aww. Dad, this time round you left us without telling, i hope you're doing good at the other side of the world protecting all of us :) Please come into our dreams to tell us how you been doing, sis have been dreaming about you. What about me and the resttttttttttt?! ): DAD, no matter how many men i love, how much time i spend with them, you're the only man that i would love for the rest of my life. ♥♥ After reunion dinner over to jess's place for gambling till dawn! Everythings fun when the cliques are around. :)

Head over jh's place for gambling session with the usual cliques right after i'm back from genting. Genting wasn't that great afterall, like the usual common places. Heh. Aftermath, mahjong till dawn with them. That was crazyyyyyy!! Head back home for a pathetic 4hours of sleep. :) I still enjoy with them.

Praying grandma in the morning before meeting them for Marche for dinner at night, over to jh's place for gambling. Okay, long long one time. HAHAHAHAHA! Then it goes the monday bluey bluey day! :( Hen sian man.

dearL,i'm ~~over~~ you for real this time.

dear someone. :)

I need some determinations & motivations to keep me going now.

2011-01-31T19:11:00.000-08:00

Hello peoooooople!:) I'm back again. Is the end of january, let's welcome february uh har. Is gona be another brand newly newly newieee months! Heh. CNY coming, how's preparations?! I love cny, cause all of us will be wearing new clothing and will head over to auntie house for visiting with the gathering of cousins, grandpa and of course playing of blackjacks with all the $$$$ rolling in. Dad was in good health, still in a good state but now is gona be different! ):

Life been pretty good so far i suppose?! Heh, team building with PLK dbmates last weekend is totally spells 'aweeeeeeeeeee-some'. The theme ' PLK can cook'. Is been a real long time i've tons of fun with dbmates ever since i left tampines north. :( Like having cooking with your mate under those rain and the fighting spirit of each and every group! Haha. Fruitful day!:D Heh.

threehundredsandtwelvedays. I don't know how to make the feeling stop. Sometimes, it hurts to hope, you know? You keep holding out for something to happen, even though something deep inside you already know it won’t, but you just keep hoping anyway. Hello March, i'm loooking forward to right naoooo. Anything, really, as long as it's with you.

dear L.

2011-01-28T21:57:00.000-08:00

I miss talking to you everyday. What happened between us? Did I stop talking or did you? As each day kept passing by, did I ever cross your mind? Looking back now, I've realized how long it's been. I wonder why we stopped talking. Did we run out of things to say to each other? Have we replaced each other? I just miss those time.

dear L

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2011-01-27T21:41:00.001-08:00

“Everything is changing. Day by day, we don’t notice it, but just look back over the past year and you will realize everything has. People you thought were going to be there forever aren’t, and people you never imagined you’d be speaking to are now some of your closest friends. Life makes little sense, and older we are the less sense it will make. So make the most of now, before it all changes once again, because in the near future, all that’s left would be memories.”

2011-01-25T18:20:00.000-08:00

You don't know how upset i can be wondering at night with so many thoughs running when you could say you understand, cause it truly hurt me to know that our friendship can never compare and is this fragile. And yup if this the way you judge. I've no words to continue but to say ulterly disappointed. Till then.................... will see how this gona work again. I never know what to tell you when you ask me. How is it ~~POSSIBLE~~ for me to tell you all this when ''you always say you understand" Don't you realise you changed. kthankbye!

Why are you always the one that can always caused sucha big impact to him/her/whoever whenever you appear again. The more i think the more scary i feel against you. Stay put, we're going on a battle again.

2011-01-24T08:05:00.001-08:00

Look like one day just one fine day you're gona look like this for telling so many lies to cover up so many things you've lied! All the best.

So you've used many sort of ways to achieved something you want, hello slut i don't need to snatch since you need it so BADLY you can have everythings seriously. So to say you actually believed what a fnbcbknnpb words "that idiot say" instead of mine. Naisee! Then i'll leave you alone, mark my words seriously i'll make sure one day you come back begging me for help like yeah really?! Cause you know you're the motherfuckingindiannabeikuku who think so great of yourself. I'm sorry but you're always up with so many tricks to caused everything. I'm sorry for what i've done (you know who you are). But remember am not gona give a single worried/care/concern for you! you know what, karma STRIKE remember!!! _ _ for you! I've seen the true colors of yours. Kthankbye!

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2011-01-13T21:52:00.000-08:00

Hello people! Is the 14th days ever since a the brand new year of 2011. How's everybody doing? As for me i'm having fun meeting up with the usual cliques during weekend!:) hohoho!! My besty had his parachute yesterday i think that was something we're all proud of him. Pheeeeeeeeeeeeew! Salute kglk:) As for naoooooooooooo, i'm counting down 18feb when i can officially leave this god damn office! Like FINALLY!:) Wonder if i should apply for poly?! Try luck?! Should i? or not? Weeeeehoooo! Looking for CNY when we can head to someone place to play black jack! Omgggggggggggggg, sounds fun!:) So yep i hope everyone doing good with life and play hard!:) BU YAO WHINEEEEE NIAO LA, GOODBYE LOVELY PEEPO!^^

2011-01-04T21:56:00.000-08:00

If the heart is the strongest muscle, then why does it still break so easily? It's pretty much impossible to ask me to forget about you when you was once the reason for the smile on my face. :)

If other could stand up on their feet thru all the obstacles they meet, I'm sure I'll be fine in times to come. Perhaps... you're one of the hardest obstacles i'm destined to meet and also the hardest to let you go of all.

I don’t often whine it here but.... I can’t stand the fact that i've to accept it. I don’t like being this way, but I 'm left with no choice. You’re the reason why i'm upset and I hate it when it become this way. Because when you have gone for something good you won't be back here. And this is why it make me scared.

On a happy note; my best friend made me tear yesterday for the sms he send. i wanna let you know i'm not gona let you slip away anymore. i don't want others to have you as much as i wanted. i promise you that things between us will always remain. thank you best friend. you was the one i wanted to stay with and make this friendship last forever. ;D I know I’ve made a lot of mistakes, but I don’t regret making any of them, because if I hadn’t made them I wouldn’t have learnt how much you cherish this friendship. kglk. :) Heh.

2011-01-02T22:25:00.000-08:00

2011 ; happy blessed new year to everybodie!:)

I hope you guys have a blast. I'm enjoyed myself with the company of my lovely friends. What's in 2010 will just remain there and yep time for a brand new year with many good things coming!:) I'm happy with everything i have now. Happiness comes in many forms — in the company of good friends, in the feeling you get when you make someone else’s feeling better, or in the promise of hope renewed. It’s okay to let yourself be happy because you never know how fleeting that happiness might be. I don't need a big group of friends just to make my daily life more enjoyable, i just need a few of them to be there whenever i need them. Goh,jesslyn,andy,jinhwee,botao,bokai,zhihao&kelly; (: May 2011 be a great year for all! MONEY ROLL ROLL ROLL:D HUAT

As for you dearL, i'm not gona get upset anymore. I wish for you to be happy and yep take good care of yourself. && you make me the happy girl on the last meetup. thankyou.:)

* thankyou for everythings!:)

Goh, thank you for tolerating all the nonsense and everything i've always give. And i thank you for not leaving me alone behind each time we have fights. And i promise we will always stay close and have tons of fun in this upcoming year. And i cherish this friendship as much as i love you goh!(: I hope 2011 will be a great year for you. You have been great. Although i might be freaking stubborn but yet with all the give in and all make me realize how much we have been thru!:) Happy friendship. ♥

HAPPY CLIQUES(:

dearest, great to see you again!:)

baby! the awesome lady i met in just a few months time. with her around everything always good!:) loveya baby! xo!

2010-12-22T22:03:00.000-08:00

Hello! I'm back to blog! Is been a real long time. Been real busy with work! The thought of waking up every morning for work totally turn me off! Hahaha. Christmas is coming, what's your plan people? I'm gona enjoy together with Dy, goh,hwee & baby jesslyn!:) Yayness! And celebrations for hwee birthday this weekend!Oh the thought of it spelled "awesomeeeeeeeeee!" Just put down everything and is time for talk cock sessions!:) I'm heading to jb to rebond my hair next thursday! Say bye to all the dry hairs! HEHEHEHE.

Went over to MBS for dora's birthday!:) MBS was really great, the room, the services and all. Some catch up with the girls. Meeet up with the bo brother&daniel together with kelly to town for dinner aftermath movie. Weekend was indeeed well spend!:) Didn't went for training for quite sometimes with all the red dots on body irks me! Eeewks! Badly sick with swollen throat! :( Oh well, i think i'm gona give a break to dragonboattttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt nao.

You were once sucha lovely person i met, somone who look great with the inner heart but now is no longer anymore. You look like a evil with many evil thoughts. I'll let karma do the job!

Alright, have a blast people! I'm going for a job interview later, wish me luck! Merry christmas & A Happy New Year.

2010-12-03T11:46:00.001-08:00

Just got home. Time checked: 340am

I've a long walk back home from jalan besar with princess. How I wish Goh was there too! Been real long I've a long long talk with him. :( I miss strolling back home with him. We will talk about everythings under the moon.

I'd come to realize is been 7months long ever since the first date out I met you. How we could silly laugh at our joke and never get tired of hearing it. And strolling from places to places. Having our favourite porridge. And I'm still here hoping that just that one fine day you will tell me that you&i could actually find a way to work it out cause things changed.... :( Times flies, i remmeber all the good o' times we used to share. I'll remember that you was there during my worst part of life &&&once made me smile on my rocky bluey day. :) Sometimes, when you say things that i often ask myself was 'were you in your sober mind'. Never have i regretted for the things i've done, at that moments that was extactly what i wanted. &&& i don't know what matters anymore.

L

Good night humans!

2010-12-02T23:35:00.000-08:00

Not in good mind state. Unhappy. Depressed.

I got the urge to chop my hair. I don't wanna stuff myself with junks foodie! :(

2010-12-02T17:50:00.000-08:00

Is my month!:)

MY 'b.i.r.t.h.d.a.y'!

Thank you everyone for the wishes!!

Meet up with L for breakfast before heading to JB! :) Watch "the social network" Rated 3/5. Didn't enjoyed myself because i was freezing cold inside the cinema threatre for 2hours. Hahaha! Brought hp casing! Seafood for dinner & home sweet home. ;D Thank you! And when we end our conversations, i was left with upspoken words.

Meet up with the usual cliques for early celebrations over at Timbre at Art house. Thank you baby for the plan and of course the present!:) Love you beri bery much okay. ;D Suppose to go for the Jewel Box cable car man! :( Missed it. Will go sooon! Thank you chewhweechen for the almond logan birthday cake! That was great! The food there was awesome much we didn't enjoyed because we're feeling so uber hot. :D Stroll to clarke aftermath. Thank you dy! &jinhwee for still turning up despite the fever and unwell situation you were in. :D

Koshin.bo with princess for the treat& the card with present was great. ;D For planning as well. Kenny and regina came as well! Thank you goh for the advanced celebrations before you left for taiwan. :D The VERY AWESOME birthday cake i have this year. I appreciate everythings you do and yep i really cherish! The trip down to get me the birthday cake!:) Dearest for turning up&the present with kenny.

&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&& they make me smile and laugh happily on this particular day.

2010-11-19T03:46:00.000-08:00

Birthday coming!:)

In less than a week plus i'm celebrating my BIG 20 birthday. :D Look like is gona be quite upset birthday. Bff flying off to taiwan for his Ns trip coming tuesday. :( Another bad is actual day birthday is on Monday. Guess many people are working and also in camp. :) Teeeheeee, nevermind. I'm gona still put on a big wide smile to whoever i'm heading out with. Cause is the company that i'm gona enjoy with. I'm doing pretty fine now:) I'm staying at potong pasir now. Is much more easier to go work man. ;p But i dislike. Oh and on a good note sister, mom& brother got me iPhone4 for birthday present! Thank you, i really thanked them man. Love them! I want my earings as well!! ;D I want that agnes b wallet too! Anyone just date me out coming week okay. Anydays i'll be freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. :D

Goodbye!

Testing :)

2010-11-12T21:56:00.001-08:00

Hi, testing out this app I download! :D hahaha.

Xoxo,
Joyce

2010-11-11T17:48:00.000-08:00

Every girl has that one boy, that they’ll never get over. That one guy who makes you laugh all the time. The one who gives you butterflies just when someone mentions his name. That one who remembers all the stupid things you say and reminds you about it months from now. The one who has his name written all over your heart. The one whom you compare to everyone. The one you never get sick of talking or hearing about. The one you cry over and over about. The one everyone thinks you can do better than. The one you ask why her and not me. The one when you first saw him you knew you loved him. The one that in some way ends up not being yours. Misssing don't comes everyday. When i say i miss you, i really do. :) But unlike you, I can't just walk away. I can’t simply forget what we had!:)

L.

2010-11-10T04:47:00.000-08:00

Hello everyone!:) Haven't got the time to update the site here. I'm enjoying life and doing good! So how's everyone doing?! Halloween over! Singapore River Regatta over! Clubbing. Close friend enlist for NS already. Look like this year passed quite fast, is already the 2nd week of novemeber a brand new year is approaching.

DAD have already left us for 1month 3days. Life been really bad and suffer a big blow. But we're all doing good daddy. I hope you're doing fine as well. :) Me love you very much, each visit i'll always tell daddy i miss him. :)

How did you guys spend your halloween?! Mine was awesomeeee (Y). Head off to night safari with besty, chewhweechen, mybaby jesslyn & andy. ((: Everything was so great. Jh&gf suppose to be there but there's no parking slot. We were all scare by the ghosts. But it was really great people! Especially the gui mansion we queue for like 2hours and the whole things last for only like 10mins. I was like screaming and yelling holding to my babyjesslyn hand like a dumb retard. Hahahaha. Is really fun man!:) Pictures are all over at fb. Call jh over to fetch and we head for supper. :D

SRR over!:) The girls was great, a big pat on shoulder girls!:) We got 1st for heats & semi-final. Got into Grand final and got 4th placing. That was really a good one. For rowing for few years i've never try rowing in the grand final during srr. It really impress me man!:D The guys got into plate final and got 2nd & 3rd placing. Congrats guys&girls. TPN offically close down on the last day of srr. It make me felt abit of sadness and abit of unbear to see it closed. Went over to have the last dinner with them. :D

I love this month, my birthday month!:) Woohooo. But then am so not looking forward for birthday. Besty out of town, dbmates are all inside army. What the heck. What a bad birthday. No one to celebrates with me ): Seeee this year is really not a good year. Awww, i dislike i dislike. I'm heading to batam next next week for birthday with mom sis and brother!:) Yayness! I'm looking forward for it. :) If only i can have a great birthday celebrations this year. Something special, i always wish for a awesome birthday cake but since besty out of town i wish for everyone to fold a heart with straw and give it to me! Wish me happy birthday!:) Unique unique right. Heh.

Alright, my phone can't open text message that make me very upset yo!:( Sigh. Why like that. I need a new pair of watch! I want earings(for those who knows)! I need a group of friends to sing me happy birthday this year!!:) Shall ends here. Do take good care of people and cherish your love one. Don't wait till one is gone. ((((:

Goodnight.

2010-10-19T22:59:00.000-07:00

I LOVE YOU DADDY!

I MISS YOU DADDY!

Hi people!:)

For those who have been there all these while i really sincerely thank you so much for helping out and for the countless of care&concern you guys give.

I haven't be blogging for quite sometimes. Many things happened this month. I dislike i dislike totally ttm! I witnessed my own daddy death. The biggest blow ever in my 19years of life. Daddy is over at another world. I hope he's doing good there. Daddy left us without telling us his last piece of word but i'm sure he know we love you. You know it so much of losing your own life when you lost someone whom been there with you since you're born. The first word that you called "Daddy" the one who taught you how to called him have already gone and never be back. This is how much is hurting me so badly and i'm trying to overcome and be alright. Whenever i reached home i remember those past 1 month i've always have to rush home to wash daddy's wound. And to be home before 530pm. Now is no longer the same. Whenever there's occassion like father's day, dad's birthday, we will always bring him out for dinner. But now it looks like we won't have another chance to do so. Now i learned to cherish every single one. For those who have been there i will always remember. For those that have done so much for me to stand up again thank you very much, i really appreciate. I'm gona talk to mom more, communicate with her more, tell her about my things and of course spend more time with her. I'm gona bring her out for dinner whenever i can. (: I'll take good care of my mom sis and lastly my younger brother. Daddy, i know you hear me. Please come into our dream, we really miss you. Every saturday remind me of you, you struggling yourself so hard for us not to be upset but still you're gone. I love you, from my bottom of my heart. Marks my word, no one in my entire life now can make me cry so badly, except for you daddy. I miss you way beyond words could explain.

2010-10-11T23:45:00.000-07:00

DAD, Rest in peace.

I wanted to do my best for dad yet he went off to another world. Deeply couldn't bring myself to accept that dad gone and never be back. I really want dad to be back. DAD, if you could hear me, you know i love you.

Thanked those that really stay with me througout the whole night to accompany me. Fatty, Jh&Andy. Thanked those that went to buy dinner for mom sis & brother. Barry,John,Kokling. Those that really been there all these while i appreciate it alot really. Gf for there with me and family. :) Bff too!

DAD, we miss you deeply.

2010-10-03T22:52:00.000-07:00

Thank you Goh, fattyboy, yq, jesslyn, hz, kelly, nelson, few of the dbmates, friends & girlfriend for the moral support and telling me to hang it on there! I appreciate those who been true and been support all these while, seriously. I really got no words to put in to describe for been there. But i love you guys. ♥♥♥ Without the console, care and concern from all of you i would have break down long ago. Bff, friends, family, dbmates and all are the reason for who i am now. For hanging it on, for telling me the importance factors and facts about it. For learning to accept reality. If i were to tell all of you i'm still strong and doing good is definately a lie. A big blow that going thru all these can scare me. Sister for been nice all these while. We still fight at times. I thought septemeber end things will get better but is getting worst. Sigh. :( I will learned to take things easy. To love or to hate, i've got no reasons to do it now. Learned to cherish every single thing you had. Life's fragile. There's no such word as "forever." You just ought to learned to be brave and overcome it yourself. No one say life was easy. Everything are just fated. I neeeed a getaway after all these things are over people! Dateeeeee me.

2010-09-30T04:00:00.000-07:00

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY.

MC yesterday. Went to see doctor over at sengkang and waited for jesslynbaby to come over while we get our stuffs for chocolate muffins!:) Geeeek, so sexcited about it man seriously. Lol. Brought out stuffs bus back to jesslynbaby house and we start doing the muffins! So happy okay! :D While waiting for chewhweechen to come half of my tray muffins turn out nice but the decoration of it sucks!! ): Bake some of sister and L. Meet up with L over at parkway parade before heading over to tanjong katong at "with a pinch of salt", hopefully L wasn't pissed at all. I can't figure where the damn hell place this located at la. We walked and asked around and finally we settle down. :) Nice amostphereeeeeeeeeeeeee! Food portion was big enough for L and im statisfied with the fish&chips!:) Teeeeheeee. And we saw a abandond dog at the petrol station looking so pathic. Head over to PP again for koi since he had been craving since idk when neither. And L went to buy the dog food and we went hiking while finding our way back to the petrol station but sadly the SPCA brought the dog away. L was quite upset about it. And is 1st october tomorrow! happy children's day people! :D Hopefully my muffins was nice ah L. HAHAHAHA!

I'm going shopping alone at town tomorrow, anyone free text me okie dokie! Till here.

Goodbye.

2010-09-22T08:57:00.000-07:00

Life have never been good. Been thru 2weeks of hell and yes i'm still struggling thru it now. G say tough time never last too long, i really hope so. Goh, thank you so much for that night. For been there. I hope life would be so much easier, i hope all the bad things will come to and end. I hope for easy life. Bear with me people i'll try to overcome this and make sure i stay strong for all of your. :) No one understands the suffer i'm going thru. Coming home have been a phobia for me now. All these alone can scares me. I'm tired of all these seriously. Tell me when can all these stop. 3days of straight off didn't give me a good time either, been cleaning and waking up early as well. Sigh. But i thanked Goh for been there during my worst ever moments. And still a few jesslyn, yuanqing, jinhwee, kelly and kiong. Be strong. :)

2010-09-17T19:08:00.000-07:00

I want people to feel an immediate happiness and cheerfulness when they are around me and to make a difference in someone’s life. I want to make an impression in someone’s life, so that even though I may be delicate and fragile, my footprints are permanent within the hearts of the ones I’ve touched. As much as i want too.

Will be back soon..

2010-09-13T06:13:00.000-07:00

Sunday
Meet up with them after training, they waited for me to finished training head off to town to have lunch and Resident Evil 3 in 3D. :) Waited for joey to end work, we went to slack and talk again like the usual. The show was just okay only or perhap when i'm wearing the 3D it make me giddy thruout. BOOMz! Went to walk around and home aftermath. I'm physically tired i swear, my eye could barely open man. ): Major joke that day, i forgot to bring my b to training, how impossible isit right. DAMN! ))):

Life been not GOOD for me, but i hope i'll make it thru please!! Is a tortureeee! I'm a daughter of my dad, elder sister of my sis but i'm like a mom of both naoooo!! 3hrs of house work really kills me entirely i swear! No doubts. I'm resting nowwwwwwwwwww. Polyclinic, Swimming, Gym tomorrow!:D Okay, i'm heading jb later, so people take good care of yourself alright. My sis have been AWESOME much!(Y) Loveyou!

Goodbye.

2010-09-10T07:13:00.000-07:00

Friday.

Slept for more than 10hours. The good thing of having public holiday. More public holidays please. :))))))) Meet up with the hunks at cine for lunch cum dinner before heading over to Kbox. :) While waiting for joey to finished work. Just sing sing sing. But damn it the guys are totally an arsehole! Hahaha. They just stopped singing just to heard my voice. Damn them please! Super irritating man. Lol. No movie cos of the public holiday thus head over to somerset 313 for some snacks chill and head home aftermath. Awesome blast night with them (((((: Tons of epic photos laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

Thursday.

After work went off to meet darling yq at bugis. Waited for her i went around strolling like a dumb. HAHAHAH! Went off to village to shop around while waiting for the rest to choose the resturant before bringing her over. (((: She was scolding all the vagluarities when she saw the last min from jinhwee. Naiseeeee! Can't video down cause we're strolling if not people just imagine how pissed she was. :D We went to NYDC, seoul garden, billy bomber and after deciding the resturant we dine in at one of the Hongkongies cafe, the milktea is really totally HEAVENLY love people! Haha. Have fun with them ((: Especially the video. Goddamnit. I swear the guys can never be trusted if you ask them to be the photographer. kennygohleekeng, where are you man?! You say you're gona meet me this weeeeek, you missed out the fun! Text meeeee sooooooooon. I've yet to recieved your reply man ): Awww. The rest of the photos are up on facebook!:)

And now after having straight 2days of awesome time spend with lovely friends&dbmates make me so lazy to drag my butt out of the bed just now seriously. ): If only weekend start from thursday onward. I would be jumping for joy!! :) Boomz! Hate it when you have to get your arse back to work. Training later! Now time for me to get back to work. Have fun people! Take good careeeeeeeeeeeee.

Till here. Goodbye.

2010-09-07T07:26:00.000-07:00

Life is compared to a voyage.

Promise yourself to be strong that nothing can disturb your peace of mind. Look at the sunny side of everything and make your optimism come true. Think only of the best, work only for the best, and expect only the best. Forget the mistakes of the past and press on the greater achievements of the future.

I'm gona be strong and i'll hang it there! :)

Till here, goodbye.

2010-09-07T06:53:00.000-07:00

The worst september ever.

Without love you still move on with life.
Without Certificate you're still able to get a job.
With all the failure you been thru you're still able to stand up and go on with life.

But without family members by your side is the worst you ever had in life.....................

I study hard for my future. I do everything to make my family proud of me. I want a family portrait photo and i have it. I want my family members to be safe and sound. I want my family to be healthy conditions. I want my family members to tell me i make them proud. I use to stretch my hand out for money. I do well for exams in exchange for anything i want. But now things just changed. Whenever i stretch my hand for money, my sister will whine and grumble about how big i am now is time for me to earn my own bucks and no more asking from my mom. My sis went thru more than me. Now i'm earning my own money, spending my own money, giving my parents allowance as well. Many things happened at home. I've no idea how long i can actually hang it on there, i really hope i do. Seeing my sis & mom fight totally give me the heartache. Looking at the way my mom pampered my brother makes me think that we are all her childrens as well why are you not even treating us like how you treat brother. I've never experience sucha setback before. I appreciate those that text me but am very sorry i don't wanna talk about it. Thank you for telling me you guys will be there. :)))))))) I won't be myself for all these while, i hope you guys understand the stress i'm going thru. Please give in to me people, i'm not strong enough to handle all these by my own.

Liling, thank you for knowing what happened and the unexpected text from you. I don't know how to thanked you but really your text, your word, been there for me and my sis can really make us keep hanging on!

Kennyglk, Will they spare you from outfield. I need you so badly just now. So badly that i need a shoulder to lean on now. :( :( :( :( :( I need a listening ear.

:'( :'( :'( No one understand how i'm feeling.

2010-09-06T08:07:00.000-07:00

I'm 20 this year, i bet i've never write anything good about my sister i swear. And for once.

My dear little sister here she's a changed over WOMAN now no longer any little girl. I emphasize the word "WOMAN' again. She's finally growing up, loooking back to those time when i just scold her, beat her and also slap her make me think she's finally a grown up WOMAN like seriously. She wash my home clothes, she wash my working clothes, she fold my clothes and she help me to keep all my clothes. To people whom know me well enough i've never say sucha good comments about my sister here. I wrote on her wall and she even like the post i comment. Tell me how much have my sister change. She likes to whine, she like to scold me for been a useless person but now it make me realise how fortunate i've a sister like her. Even if this gona last for awhile i'm more than statisfied seriously. She didn't even wake me up from my sleep just now when it rain, when all my clothes are all outside hanging. I appreciate everything she does for now, thank you mei. (((((: You really make my monday blue feel so good and when i'm sick today.♥♥♥

My worst ever monday blue. ): FML seriously, i woke up with my tummy hurting me badly i thought it was just those normal tummyache, i make my way to work. The pain was still bearable till i reached my work place with the pain going mad crazy the entire morning. Sigh. Went to see doctor before i went back home. Doctor: " There's ucler growing in your tummy" Me: "WHAT?! ):" This is terrible i swear, the pain is totally a killer. Back home to rest. Meet up with jesslyntsy at amk hub for some arcade game and we went to ntuc to shop for our bakering cupcakes, muffin, cheesecake!! Weeeee, i can't wait for another gathering with bff&co now. :)))))))))))))))))))))))) I can't wait for weekend to arrived now. 3days left. Meeting darling ayq & jinhwee for ayq's birthday celebrationssss! Friday public holiday, meeting up with jesslyn & probably the gang as well, goverment please spare my bff&andy from their confinments! Sounds cool or what people! Alright, shall stop here. I'm soooooooooo lazy to continue typing.

You're awesome just the way you are, i kind of think of you today.

Goodbye.

2010-09-05T03:14:00.000-07:00

For our 7years coming 8years of best friend here.

kennyglk

i'm back with my blog open for yoooooou.

together we sell fish till the end of time please.

i wanna sell fish to make our friendship goes on.

yknow what i'm saying.

yknow life without you was miserable.

yknow you make rainbow in my life.

yknow heheheheh was our inner joke of all.

yknow you rock the world.

i'm proud to have

COMMANDO Kennyglk

as my

♥BFF!

HAHAHAHAAHAHA siol!

let's get connected thru twitter 24/7!

What make a strong friendship?!

Trust, Compassion, Equality, Communicate, Love, Respect.

A true best friend never lies to make you feel happy. They always tell the truth, even if it hurts.

2010-09-04T05:52:00.000-07:00

Town. Cityhall.

Stayover at princess's place yesterday. Just the 2of us at her house. After bathing we both apply the circle circle pimple cream. we watched some dvd before we switch the lights off and start having girls talk. We chitchat, gosssip, and talk about every single thing.

Woke up as early as 8am to get myself prepared for work. Work load as usual never ending piling up. ): Gawk. I don't like! After work went off to bishan junction 8 for some shopping with cousin&aunty. :D Nothing for me to shop, aww. Boredddd shit. Head home and meet up with dearest reginaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! Haven't been seeing her for ages i swear! Standing beside her makes me loook damn short. :'( TOTALLY people, she's really tall and with her heel. We went to have pepper lunch. I'll try to upload a few photos here. :D Gossips as usual the never fail to do so, talk about her life, my life and everythingggggggggggggggggg! Aftermath went off to amk hub for movie with T for the "grown up" is really awesome people! Please go watch, you're not gona regret watching it. :D Back home around 2:30 and i'm still not asleep yet. NASIEEEEE, there's training tomorrow how am i gona survive thru it. ):

Alright, i'm going off to chat with my girlfr angzhihao. Heart to heart talk with him was totally awesome i swear we talk about any-th-ings yesterday for hours. I feel good. lazy to continue. have a enjoyable weekend people. :D

Goodbye.

2010-08-29T22:41:00.000-07:00

Sometimes in my deep thoughts,

I wonder how many times someone you care about has to hurt you. Before you finally don't care.

There's two choices:
to be strong or weak.

no matter how good or bad things you have now, it won't last forever.
you're the one whom i can't get rid of.

2010-08-28T00:08:00.000-07:00

Even if i met the perfect personality but we're bound to be friends.

And if he was never meant to be mine, it will never be.

sometimes humans just need some love.

Think positive.

2010-08-27T19:22:00.000-07:00

Girls need to realize this .

We guys don’t care if you talk to other guys. We don’t care if you’re friends with other guys. But when you’re sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn’t help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we’re still there.

We don’t care if a guy calls or texts you. But at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2am.

Also, when we tell you you’re pretty / beautiful/ gorgeous / cute / stunning, we freaking mean it.

Don’t tell us we’re wrong. We’ll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.

Yeah, you can quote me.

Don’t be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. Let us pay for you! don’t feel bad. We enjoy doing it. It’s expected. Smile and say “thank you”.

Kiss us when no one’s watching. If you kiss us when you know somebody’s looking, we’ll be more impressed.

You don’t have to get dressed up for us. If we’re going out with you in the first place, you don’t have to feel the need to wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own. We like you for who you are and not what you are. Honestly, I think a girl looks more beautiful when she’s just in her pj’s. Or my tshirt and boxers, not all dolled up.

Don’t take everything we say seriously. Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it. Don’t get angry easily.

Stop using magazines/media as your bible. Don’t talk about how hot Chris Brown, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us. It’s boring, and we don’t care. You have girlfriends for that.

Whatever happened to the word “handsome”/”beautiful”, I’d be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with “Hey handsome!” instead of “Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy”or whatever else you can think of.

On the other hand im not sayin’ i woulndnt like it ether ;)

Girls, I cannot stress this enough: if you aren’t being treated right by a guy, dont wait for him to change!!!!! Ditch his sorry butt, disgrace to the male population & find someone who will treat you with utter respect.

Someone who will make you smile when you’re at your lowest.
Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.
Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.
Someone who will stop what they’re doing just to look you in the eyes….
and say ‘i love you’..
and actually mean it.

Give the nice guys a chance.

Guys repost this if you agree.
Girls repost this if you think it’s cute.
Every Guy who isn’t a jerk will agree with this,
so we hope that all the girls that read this will repost this.

Friday night.

No art museum, we went hiking at fork canning park we almost cover the placeeeee if we've enough time i guess. Creeepy creepy feels there. Awesome step up 3 in 3D with our sticky sticky perspirations, favourite porridge at chinatown andddddddddddd strolling by the street with L aftermath. :) Time with him tick tock tick tock in just a wink.

Training later with new teammates!:) Geeeeek excited. Can't wait can't wait, to burn aways all the fatty oil. Please don't rain. We neeed you Mr SUN. 3 more days to my end of probabtions i seriously can't wait for it to end pleaseeeeeeeee. Is a tortureeeeeeeeeee ttm! Got no off day, no resting on saturday, everything neeeeeeeds support documents. Awwwww. Holy mama. Alright, shall stop here. Have a great weeekend people!:)

One hundred and one reasons to give up you but theres this one reason that tells me "i'm not over you". I will learn to control my feelings.

Goodbye!

2010-08-26T19:13:00.000-07:00

"Truth is

Everyone’s going to hurt you. You just have to find one that is worth suffering for"

It's hard to close your eyes to memories and even in the end you always look back to the beginning.

no news till today. ):
Yayness! Is friday tomorrow!
Art Musuem! Step Up 3! :D :D

2010-08-23T22:30:00.001-07:00

Thou is silly....

I tell myself to continue liking you and never expect anythings in return. Till i met someone better than you.

2010-08-22T03:54:00.000-07:00

Am hoping for good news now! :) Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Friday bbq, saturday training, sunday training.
My weekends are over in just a blink.
Endure for another 9days. i'll be done with my 3months probabtions, like finally.
I'm feeling the tiredness naoooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!
I've been nice to people, some just called me a biatch. In short, JEALOUSLY.
LOL!
Will friday arrived faster, gona watch step up3 with L and then porridgeeeeeeeeeeeeee (((((((((:
Art museum no more, plan fail.................... :( :( :( :( can someone bring me there?
Bff&co bbq coming soon. teeeeheee.

Goodbye weekends! ):
Another 5days to go.

2010-08-18T20:00:00.000-07:00

I won't curse and hurt my enemies. I will let karma have that pleasure
Everythings cleared. P.e.a.c.e :)
An eye for an eye not gona work. It brings you only double the trouble.
L for LOSER. u (don't assume. thank you very much. dislike it, click on that X and close)
Dinner over at UOB plaza for birthday celebration. Drinking with parents, cousin joined me afterward. Vodka cranberry!
Boss have mood swing. But she's nice afterall for now.
I've left TPN db. they will be my best team ever! xoxo ♥ ♥
Mail delievered to L. (((:
If you never solved the problems from the past, they will go on in the future. I'm glad i just did yesterday.
A good talk with L last night, at least is better now. I ~~detest~~ those cruel reply very much for the past week. It will makes me think 20times of what happened to our months of friendship! Shh,done!! This not a compo. LOL!
I control my feelings, yes i do.
Art museum,movie,dinner with botao,bokai and princess next week!
Step up 3 next week! who's in?!
And i learn to appreciate what i had now and who i have now, because the future can take it all away from meeeeeeeeeeeee!
I'm feeling better now. Everything is back to normal!:)
I'm smiling like finally :) Thank you guys yo! HAHAHA yo!
Xavier ong, you rocks yo! (see write your name liao okay:) )
kennygohleekeng, i miss you very much. time for a nice talk soooon okay! xoxo love die you.

Alright, life would definately be good when peace arrived. My bicep&tricep is hurting me badly. Aww gawwwwwwwwwwwww. ): Meeting up with the rest on friday for BBQ!! I like times like this. How nicee. I'm gona go for gym tmr if not statics with the guys. :) I think i've a nice colorful post after so long. HAHAHAHA! So this describe my f.e.e.l.i.n.g! I've got blister on my hand, it hurts. And on another happy note, we're going to have a nice small bbq soon with bff & co. Everything is great when i've them around with me! Time for me to go, enjoyed life people. Is good to feel happy then been upset all the times. Take care people yo! :)

Goodbye.

2010-08-15T23:39:00.000-07:00

Don't push your luck. I'm stronger than before.

This group of awesome friends are words can never describe how perfect this family are.

Thank you tampines north dragonboat people yo!:) I love you ♥, with my heart all out for your. The bonding, The Joke, The Laughter, The one for all, all for one. What makes me who i am today is all of your efforts and encouragement. I wouldn't be coming so far without the countless faith you all had in me. Thank you all for telling me you guys will give you full support, your trust, your best out for me seriously. I'm touched. When there are times when everyone was talking behind my back, tpn people were there to tell me don't worry about what others say, we are all here for you. :) When i was at my lowest point of them, it was also tpn people who were there to console me and tell me you still have got us. They remember my birthday, they give me surprises and lastly the birthday gift. Tell me how not to miss each and everyone whom been with me all this while, like seriously. After so much of incidents happened now, i'd come to realise people who been with me trusted me and tell me "no way will they even cut their friendship off with me that because they know i will never do this kind of things" Don't push your luck, i'm a human being as well. I'm a rower as well. Now i know how much can a word ''J" kills. Tampines north, no matter what happened in the future, you guys makes me feel loved with the countless of cares and concern. We will still hang out together la kopi, go play, go chat, go bbq, go everything!!! Thanks so much for the memorable memories and not forgetting there's still a few whom i've just known. (: And how unique we are as compare to others, we might not be the strongest team tampines north peeps but we're the most bonded friendship that no other peoples can easily just break us up. We known each other for years, t rust me! You can try breaking us one, you can try breaking us twice but i'll tell you how you gona buried in hell after the 3rd time. So watch out, TRY HARDER! Anyone can dislike me, anyone can kills me, in short ANYONE can do anything to me, but not the above mention names because they are my best teammates!

Thrueno, Daniel, Edmund, Botao, Bokai, Zhihao, Joey, Reza, Glenn, Jarrod, Nicholas, Jinhwee, Kenny, Angeline Tee, Veron, Emily. ((((: Much loves.

2010-08-13T07:00:00.000-07:00

You are here for a good time, not a long time. Nothing good always last. Perhaps, it was all just fate. Letting go and giving up is two different things, i've decide to let go but not giving up.

okay. am gona get the mail send.
hopefully you recieved the items.
- smile -

\ i will be fine after this /

2010-08-12T22:25:00.000-07:00

Since i've already tell you how i feel, i should sense the "awkwardness" you'd gona give. The true tears fall down when you lose that someone you thought you'd never lose.

Friday, the 13th.

2010-08-12T01:09:00.000-07:00

If everything remains....................

it would definitely be all this.

I wish to be that girl that carry a smile on everyone!
I wish to be that girl whom laugh and joke with them carefreely!
I wish to be that girl whom always smile on picture!
I wish to be that girl who don't have to carry that fake smile when i'm deep upset inside.
I wish to be the girl that they used to know me, not in this fucked, upset, terrible, miserable mood. you name it, i have it. :( :( :( :(

i'm still not over you.

2010-08-11T19:37:00.000-07:00

At least after saying it out, i feel much better.
Sitting down at the void deck, recalling back the good old times. I don't denied that it don't hurt. Till today i thought i'd be fine after a good sleep but is still hurts me deep down badly. Probably i've lost the game to someone better out there for you. Or probably i didn't play the game well to keep you by my side. Since is over, i hope you to get back your faith and take good care of yourself. :) If given another chance, i would definitely want to create laughter, joy, tears, fun and memorable memories with you. Like how we actually tease each other with all the funny nicks. And with you around, everythings are always so nice and awesome. We will still be friends. For as i know, ~~getting over you ain't gona be easy~~ till then.......

Maybe that’s what it all comes down to. Love, not as a surge of passion, but as a choice to commit to something, someone, no matter what obstacles or temptations stand in the way. And maybe making that choice, again and again, day in and day out, year after year, says more about love than never having a choice to make at all.” Emily Giffin (via kari-shma)

When everyone tells me you are stronger than i think, you are the one who smiles everyday regardless of whatever happened, you are the one who don't let defeat get you down. I'd come to think of it i was never braver than you guys believe, and stronger than you all seems. We love the one that hurts us and hurt the one that love us. I'm gona be fine i hope so, for the sake of them :))))))))))))))))))))))) “Remember sadness is always temporary. This, too, shall pass.

“I am still determined to be cheerful and happy, in whatever situation I may be; for I have also learned from experience that the greater part of our happiness or misery depends upon our dispositions, and not upon our circumstances.” — Martha Washington

2010-08-10T00:26:00.000-07:00

Successful picnic! Star star bread, choco muffin, chocolate cookies! (Y) We have tons of fun over at Marina Barrage. Despite the crowd we still have lots of fun!:) The rest of the pictures over at fb. I want to fly kite again!!! And also the tangle of kites string. HAHAHAHA! Lying down on the matt gazing at the star~:D We're gona have another flying kite session sooooooooon! On another happy note, we're going to watch YOG performance tomorrow!:D Jesslyntsy gona fetch me from work and then to fetch chewhweechen!! :D:D Thank you andytwk for the tickets ((((((((((((((: Alright, i'better get back to work before my boss gona scold me.

Everythings is going to be alright, maybe not today but eventually. I'm glad you're over it. :)

2010-08-08T23:44:00.000-07:00

I'm trying to forget about you now. Give me sometimes, ~~it hurts~~.

2010-08-06T08:32:00.000-07:00

Affected much.
You wouldn't be here reading all these, for i know. I knew things was not right ever since yesterday. There's always a dare to hope, i'm also prepared to be disappointed as well. :( She whom can make your mood get affected so much i'm pretty sure she's been the one you haven't yet to get over her. If you ever know i'd tell you it become a habit, it makes my days start off awesome with your message in the morning even when i'm in my foulest mood. They were all right, i should put this aside and revert my attentions to something else instead of you. Afterall, i know you still cares much about her, but i hope you will stay strong & be happy. All the best. :) Goodbye..........................................(will you learned to know that holding onto something that won't come to you won't make you happy, so why don't you try moving on?)

2010-08-03T08:11:00.000-07:00

Sometimes someone has to walk out of your life, for somone b.e.t.t.e.r to walk in.
When i try advoiding doesn't mean i hate it, is could be i don't want to create troubles.
Remember all the compliments that was once given to you, forget the insults.
Never try to assume when you knows nothing. Unless you're a psychologist.
I'm going picnic at marina barrage this weekend! (Y) geeeeek excited, but L couldn't make it due to YOG. We're gona have durian puff, muffins and cookies. And with the group of awesome peeeeeeps! I wanna go get a cheap cheap kite, fly and throw. HAHA!
Great grandma got 5 generations. Is on the newspaper. How i wish i could also live till 97year old!:) She will be protecting all of her grandchildrens. (Y)
I'm going shopping with my cousin this thursday.
Ms Kathy Lee my previous OAM teacher said i've grown up. I've turned mature enough. :D
I've been wondering, have this become a habit? If you asked me what's on my mind now, i'll tell you how i actually feel. There's something holding me back from telling you. alright, stop my nonsense and paranoid thinking. are we friends or more than a friends?(is she still lingering in your mind, have you move on? i doubt so.........) I wants you t be happy :) Idk why, but i miss you today. ):
I'm gona miss gym this week that's for sure. ):
Test this sunday, i'm not even prepared. fml.
On a happy note, i'm back using desktop after months. Like finally. :D :D

Alright. i'm lazy to continue. :) i'm sleepy. good nights humans!

2010-08-01T19:27:00.000-07:00

Is monday again. ): The weekends are over!! 4 more days to long weekends since monday is a public holiday for everyone! Picnic on sunday, hopefully it won't be cancelled please! I'm mad excited for it, i'm gona fly kite! HAHA. Great great grandma pass away yesterday, she's 97years old with 5 generations. I'll hope she will be safe over at the other side. Will have to attend funeral everyday after work. Sigh. Life's unpredictable. Learned to cherish your close one before they are gone. Many things take place, i've learned to put them away and stop bringing up this matters is gona make things worst. Thank you very much. Be gracious P-SHIHUI! I'm trying to forgive and forget, stop rubbing salt in it. Have a great weeekdays peopleeeeeeeeee! That black stupid abrasion fml seriously, someone help please.

When you're feeling like you're not enough, i'll give you wings; i'll lift you up.

Goodbye!(:

2010-07-31T10:27:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY BESTY :)

Meet up with them at town. Stroll around chit chat craps joke! Head over to Park Royal Hotel for buffet dinner. :D I bet everyone of us enjoyed this awesome dinner & definitely we won't forget today. Is really hilarious that we can't finished our food we use the tissue to cover all up. OMG! Tell me who on earth will do sucha things except for the 3 girls. HAHAHAHAH. I feel happy whenever i'm out with besty & a group of friends who can craps joke talk what-ever shit. Is just so relaxing and you just enjoyed it without stress! Head over to city square mall to lepak awhile and we head back home. And we're going to Marina Barrage next week for picnic and fly kiteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, but L is having YOG. ): ): ): SAD. And is public holiday on monday. SINGAPORE BIRTHDAY. Kglk, i hope you love the cake. HAPPY BIRTHDAY once again, another year we're celebrating it together. I love you plenty. My awesome bestfriend! Training tomorrow.

Goodbye.

2010-07-30T00:17:00.000-07:00

Sometimes sometimes... you wonder why..... But sometimes, things changes. You dont know why either.. it might hurt like thorns on your skin. Get over it; cry it for once & then stop it. And everything wil be perfectly alright. It looks like the worst ever nightmare i ever have after a good sleep yesterday. I've been thru the worst before, so why can't i just overcome it and move on. Is part and parcel of life. Why am i bothering about it so much. Is time to get back on feet and stand up once again. This is freaking horrible, this is freaking worst than i ever thought of. I thanked those who's been there and tell me no matter whatever happened they still stand by my side and trust me! Loveeeeeeeeeeeeee!

TGIF and why is the time passing so slow like a tortise. This is the worst part of having TGIF. Shrugxzxz! :/ With the nice weather on a friday. 1hr and 30min to go before i knock off for the day. My tricep it aching badly! Shoulder ache adds on and is DOUBLE double DoUbLexz the pain naooooooooooooo! And i think my bicep damn cute larhxzxzzxxz! LOL! *HAPPYGIRL* I'm meeeting L&his group of friends over at trantics later for drink. His friend is treating. I have not seen him for the past 2weeks! Looooooooooooooooool. And saturday kglk birthday celebrations & we're gona have a big feast! OMGGGG. And with the group of cliques. Sounds the excitments man! *Geeeeeeeeeeek ; HEHEHEEHEHEH * I'll try to upload photos sooon! Meanwhile, people take good care of your health& and the joy during weekend! (: Edmund&NelsonBL is enlisting this weekeend! The day when they become a real man!

Till here, bye!

2010-07-27T20:10:00.000-07:00

It's funny how when someone says they love you, you can't really feel it, but when they say they don't loveyou anymore, you can feel every ounce of what was drain of your entire being

Is wednesday. Oh days pass quickly, will you? 2more days to weekends! Oreo cheesecake for kglk celebrations with the cliques! I sense the excitment and fun liaoooo. LOL! & sunday for training.

Last weekend went for a mini invitation regatta race. We got 1st & 4th placing. I miss my ex pacer partner V. :/ But i seriously miss her motivations. I miss felicia, qianhui, V, tisa, linda, the twins sister, wp and the rest of the girls. Remembering each and everyone of them in the boat that time i swear. It brings me back to the times when we all chiong TOGETHER, pump TOGETHER, cry TOGETHER, win TOGETHER, lose TOGETHER without any pleasing moments. And we went thru the toughness before we come to where we are now. We just row and enjoyed and play after all races. Althought 5men crew was the last race when i parted with them i still sense the fun we use to have man. R.E.A.L.L.Y. After training is always our usual hang out crapping & gossips! Tell me how not to miss this group of girls who were there each time i drop my tears even for the least person that i hate as well!! I really do miss the good 'o' times. Now i'm feeling sucha pressure. I've to learned to pleased and to motivate them but sometimes the words might hurt i've to re-think of how to talk in a good sense that won't hurt neither of them. OKAY, this seriously fml. :/ If i've offend you, i'm sorry. I mean no harm.

I'm back hitting the weights once again, i can sense that my muscle are growing! HAPPY GIRL! ^^ I've been to gym 2days a week. :D I'm feeling so good becos i know i'm in most good condition for 5men crew & SRR 2010 soon. And all my effort are not going down the drain for the past months i've trained! Time to pump, time to fuck the pain, time to concentrate on what's my weakness and not let the team carry my weight.

On a happy note, L is back from penang. :) Like finally after 4dayssssssssssss. Is so great!!! :) When he's back in one piece, everythings is good! I don't know what's on his mind. Words fail to describe how I feel inside sometimes. ))))))))))))))))))))):

If i learned to pleased everyone to be happy, who will learned to pleased me?!

Till here, goodbye!

2010-07-22T23:45:00.000-07:00

TGIF. Town with danielyee! work tomorrow! invitation race on sunday! (Y) i missed my dbmates very to the max! :) hahahaha.

2more days.

Bye!

2010-07-21T07:58:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow is thursday. Tsk. Tsk.

He's leaving for race to penang tomorrow!

DISLIKE. HAHA.

Win MEDAL back (you know why)

I'm think i'm gona pretty miss you.
I'm hoping that 4days will arrived soon.
I'm going to try to wake up knowing there wouldn't be any morning message.
I'm going to get use to this 4days.
Who's going to wei qu themself for you?! Tsk.

Thank you postman for delivering it to him. L say i will curse and swear if the postman did not delivered my mail to him before he fly. If it didn't reached him then is okay. HAHA. Enough of nonsense. Come back safety with your fellow teammates. Pray for them to be back in one piece. :) No lifejack = DANGER! Till then, i'll see you in 4days timeeeeeeeeeee.

I DISLIKE TO THE MAX!

2010-07-19T22:26:00.000-07:00

Is only tuesday today. Why weekend only got 2days?! If ever i become the goverment i'll change the weekend to monday - thursday, friday - sunday will be working days! How cool will that be uh ah. HAHA! Is like forever take 5weekdays for weekend to arrived. Super shag max can!! Hitting the gym later again, weight please fall in love with me. :D I'm getting very impatient to train harder and lose some fats man. I'm like a humpty dumpty. Oops. :D Laugh at me! Training resume this weekend but i'm working, how sad! :(

On a happy note, botao & gang are back from redang. :) I hope the next time round mom would allow me to go. He bought me a whale keychain. I want sotong & gold fish. HAHAHAHA! Botao was sharing how cool, how nice, how awesome the trip was man. Oh fuck shit, i miss it. :(

Movie with L on sunday 9 temple. 3/4 of the show i'm covering my eye, so tell me am i wasting money?! HAHA! Hongkong cafe for french toast & curry chicken aftermath. :D Back home changed and get knocked out. L leaving for race at penang this thursday. And know what, they don't wear life jack?! What's wrong with the people man, i think dragonboat should set a rules that everyone should wear life jack when they're in the boat no matter where. Lol. Okay, he will be back safe that what he say. Please come back in one piece hor. Haha. I hope 4days will pass very soon. Hello postman, are you doing your job?! Where my mail gone to?! HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Alright, geeek! Super excited for gym later, we're going to have new training. Woohoooooo!! :D Life's bored when all i do is just to keep staring at the comp for freaking 7hours. ): ): OH MY GOSH.

Goodbye.

2010-07-16T18:42:00.000-07:00

GIRLS.

"A successful team is of many hands but of one mind"!

♥

Meet up with L yesterday, watched ''Despicable Me in 3D''. Best show! Is really to cute man, especially the small little girl with her hair tied!:D Is fluffy! -POUTS - I want to own a that small little girl bear please! Chinatown aftermath. Got home nearly 4am. Friday night was indeed awesome!Changed and got knocked out. L leaving for db race over at penang, good luck! :) Every Friday makes me feel the weekend mood but I’ve to work on the pathetic Saturday. I dislike! :( Late for work today and freaking fuck is when i reached work place i was told no shorts allowed?! HELLO, no short but can wear slipper tell me what's the difference. oh gaw! I'm meeting cousin later on and aftermath I'm gona meet joey's and gang at town later on after their mooooooie! (Y) NAISEEEEE!:D

That’s what I’m afraid of ….. not being enough. Not good enough, not smart enough, not pretty enough. (are you moving on from her, i wonder?)

Goodbye.

2010-07-15T22:22:00.000-07:00

YOU MAKE ME HAPPY :)

Bring me to paris anyone?! I want to take a photo with the paris tower!!! I've been spending my days with chewhweechen on msn talking and spending useless of time like reading thru tumblr and crapping around. Please update your tumblr. :D HAHAHA Especially with my face, will you? I think i should update my blog often. Tumblr is awesome much cool, (Y) Can someone teach me how to use it. I'm hitting back to the gym after 2-3months of not gym-ing ever since june. I wonder which part of my body will ache the most tomorrow. ): I'm kinda of excited to get in love with the weights again!(: And of course with the company of the girls tonight! I'm sure is gona be fun! I'm all ready for it tonight =D Can you sense the excitement i'm having. Weeeeeeeeeeee! :p Botao and gang are leaving for redang tonight, no more people talking cock with me till late at night, no people to sms with when i'm bored till sunday. Have a safe trip okieeeeee dokie! bon vogage, rmb my pictures! I'm gona miss you lee grapeman! Yaynesssssss! Is weekend tomorrow. :) I'm gona bake my oreo cheesecake, i get so tempted by angeline and her cheesecake are awesome man people!! :D

there are days when i feel that i'm weak.

there are days when i feel like giving up.

there are days when you provoke me like an asshole.

there are days when i'm not okay.

there are days when i don't miss you as much.

there are days when i feel almost happy till my gaws drop.

there are days when i feel like tearing.

there are days when i know with you around, i'll be okay. :)

till here, goodbye

2010-07-13T22:39:00.000-07:00

Is been sucha long time since i blog. :) Singapore Dragonboat festival is overrrrrrrrrr, like yes over for one weeek. And is always the team dinner makes me feel how much each and everyone of them mean to me! After this many of the guys are enlisting very sooooon. And we're going to misss tons of fun already. I'm gona miss crapping jokes, talking craps with them. They're my awesome teammates /friends which no one can replace the fun we all have and they're the best team!:) I remember when i first join db, i was not even able to go down for a single race, kena scold for not doing the correct stroke by micheal. Now come to think of why micheal scold and scream during training and make me almost cry is all becos of what i am today. :D Nothing in the mind is called impossible. If you set yourself a goal, your mindset will change and when your mindset change there's where you fucked care anything but just to row till the finishing line! Nothing is impossible! I believe everyone of us will go thru the stage one by one to who and whom you are!:D I'm gona train even harder and stronger for this coming Singapore River Regatta 2010!!! Life been so far so good, nothing much to updates. Life is bored, singapore is small, running out of many places to go. I wanna to go the art musuem, marina barrage for picnic&fly kite, 3monkey cafe, singapore flyer, genting again. Teeeeeeeeeeheeeeeeeee. Go with me please. ;d

Life's too awesome to waste your time thinking about someone who doesn't treat you right.

Till here. Bye.

2010-07-07T03:25:00.000-07:00

Optimism means expecting the best, but confidence means knowing how to handle the worst.

Life been so far so good, no good so far. Look at it, half a year have gone. Is the month of july now. Aww. I wonder how others been going thur these 6months, as for me bad/good it all come together. Is always work, hospital, home the daily routine. 7hrs of sleep. Dark circle are getting darker and darker. This is holy mamama cow. SDBF this coming weekend. Mixed, 20men, 10men will all get into semi-final and we will celebrate on sunday! Good luck all of you :D We will all rock and roll in the boat. Let's all not give up the hope and fight for the best!!! :D

Is always so nice to recieved your message in the morning. Everything was awesome all these while, of course some moodswing here and there. I'll never regret you, because you were once i extactly needed.

2010-07-04T22:49:00.000-07:00

The first medal i've got for ladies. :) The gold color medal yet placing 5th in the race. I'm thankful that we didn't came in last. :) Thank you girls for been the pillar all these while for not giving up, for telling yourself you girls will train and do it together as a team. Having the fun, crazy, joy, laughter, sadness moment with you girls, each and everythings we do it together count how close we have been thru. Dragonboat is a sports that needs teamwork. I'm sorry for not able to understand how each and everyone of you feel yesterday, my bad. I hope whatever i've done yesterday was a good decision and also a good race exposures for you girls. After solving one, another problems came by again. I don't know what's on your mind girls, seriously. If i'm a psychologist i'll learn to read everyone mind but i'm not. How should i explain to you girl. Going down for a race and been a reserve is both equally the same. Sigh. FML seriously. I'm a weakling for not been able to read the girls mind. ):

GRC came in first and we won the gold medal and cup!:) My last race and the outcome of it was awesome, 1st placing. the feeling was damn awesome! Stroke by stroke, seat by seat. ♥♥

2010-07-03T08:22:00.000-07:00

Is easier to explain why you're happy than why you're sad.

Tomorrow is CSC race. Grand Final for the ladies, CSC, GRC. Hoping that tomorrow gona be a great day for Tampines North CSC. Hope that we will get something back after training for so long. Let's all put in our effort and work together to get our goal!:D Together TPN!:) I'm super tired now, i need to turn in for tomorrow race if not i'm gona have mood swing. Good night people! Good luck to Feicia, Qian hui, L and those who will be having race tomorrow! All the best!:)

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeee !:)

2010-06-30T00:41:00.000-07:00

When i get myself this man, i know is a risk.

Sometimes friends just come and go in life, some just have to twist their words here and there to make up a full story covering up people bad things they done. So arén't you feeling ashame of it? Losing him is not something bad like what my sister told me. I always tell myself a few friends who are true, who will joke, who will carry an umbrella for you when is raining, who will know when's the right time to joke,is what everyone needs. I rmb how i met you, i rmb those night we talk on the phone, i rmb those time when you just came out all you do is to whine and whine, you eventually twist your word becos of one woman. Don't you rmb you tell me how bad she was treating you, how fucking biatch she is, stop you from doing this and that. And hello 22year old aunty, you're big enough yet you still toyed with small lil guy love. I wonder have you ever try finger licking yourself as well, if you don't, please try it. I'm sure is gona spell "fun"for you. Oh, i forgot you're one that allows dick to go inside your pussy right!? HAHA. Well.... you're totally a disgrace. You should know jolly well what you're doing all these while. She's a whore, a chicken for someone to poke and go. I learn my mistake, i'll learn to know you have never exist in my friend list before. You don't even deserve me respecting you at all. You bitch, watch it out. Karma will falls on you. Because i believe " What goes around, comes around", you whore!!

Till here, bye.

2010-06-25T09:39:00.000-07:00

ZOO trip with L.
IDIOTIC man who doesn't know how to read a map. LOL! Animals are sooooo cute ^^. That day weather was #%&^*(&%$ totally pespire like fish. SianSATION. LOL! Alright, training later on. Sunday full training, this is going to kill! After july race, no more d.r.a.g.o.n.b.o.a.t. :)

Till here, good night humans! :D

2010-06-19T04:32:00.000-07:00

IT fair, Suntec city, Marina Square, Raffles Link, Helix Bridge with chewhweechen. (: She bought me to a faraway place like helix bridge. Okay lah, this is craps. Went to meet cousins aftermath. We're going picnic sooooon at marina barrage fly kite with chewhweechen,kennyglk and eugene next next week!:D Weeeee. Can't wait for it to come! Zoo with L on coming monday if not next monday!(: Make it soooooooooon! I think is been really long i last went to the zoo! Like donkeys years. Alright, is father's day tomorrow. Happy Father's Day. Anyone wanna go to the Art Museum with me!? I want to go peek at it(: Training tomorrow.

Till here, Bye.

colorful days like this make my days awesome much. (Y)

2010-06-17T22:46:00.000-07:00

Color my d.r.e.a.m.s!

Monday Blue, Tuesday Green, Wednesday Red, Thursday Orange, Friday Pink! Paint my office wall with colors please. I need them to make me feel good! :p I need bigger desk, my desk is pilling up like nobody business. I need a small chair to put my bag. I need c.o.l.o.r.f.u.l pens to write. I need a cushion for my back. I need alot of things, i'm so lazy to list. Your message always never fails to make my day, will you do this everyday?! :)

Work have been pretty good so far i suppose. Waking up in the middle of the night to check how many hours of sleep i'm left with. Whenever the time strike 7am i'm so lazy to pull my butt out of the bed to get changed for work. I hate waking up so early. I hate squeezing with everyone in the bus. Waiting in the office for chewhweechen to come and we shall gossip and talk till 5pm. Awesomeeeeeeeeee TGIF, my mood is not here in the office. I'm trying to kill times, i want to go home sooon but i've got 3hrs more before i knock off. Alright, i'm going back to work! Have fun and take good care of yourself peopleeeee!

kennygoh, if you dropby here. please give us permission.:) haha. imissyou man! see you on sunday! I've alot to catch up with you!

Till here, bye.

2010-06-15T22:35:00.000-07:00

S.M.I.L.E

You message always comes at the right time, it just made my day áwesome much! (Y) Even when i know is not going to be easy for you to move on.

2010-06-11T03:48:00.000-07:00

Where should i start..... Summarize all.

Town with angyuanqing,chewhweechen and that chuanjinhwee. (: Shop till late, shop till complain, shop till i get soooooo freaking high till they say they cannot stand me! Lol. But i've an awesome day spend with them! Love you!

Went to meet weilong becos is his brother's birthday. Taboo, trantic, birdie butt next. Meet lechiner outside taboo with his friend. Left around 2plus. Training next morning. Holy mamam cows!

PLAY with db mates. (: The guys went boreeeeeeeeeeeed but i guess we all have fun with the company. (: We left as early as 3am in the morning. I couldn't believe it. HAHA! Back home shower and KO and woke up for work the next day. Is totally driving me crazy.

Life spells "awesome!"

Till here, bye!

2010-06-02T01:14:00.000-07:00

HELLO PEOPLE!
How're you guys doing! Is the second day of work, I'm rotting in the office now. Is totally killing me please. I've been looking at the computer for like 6hours since 9am. MY GOODNESS MAN! I've been facebook-ing,MSN,tweeter! Everything, but once kena caught that's it! Lol. I still got 45min to go before i knocked off from work. After work am heading home to change first than to statics. Ohdays like this are totally a bitch! Kill me please. ): Mom is nice for asking how's work and everything on the first day of work. Everything is perfectly well but i'm dozing off at anytime. (: Lucky there's msn and facebook keeping me awake.

Alright, till here! Ciao!((: Have a great holiday people!!